ooh well..
boredom made me blog..
anyway,
tix is the latest pic of my baby..
cute, ryt?
totally adore her..
&
she's lyk growing ever soo fast..




hubbs off day tmr..
she has to go hum,
to lyk accmpany mama to make bak's pass..
ayang wants me to tag along s well..
c hw its goes den..
&
best part,
my baby aint leaving me to slp alne tnyt!
she'll make her way to her hum tmr am!
yay!


txt her last nyt.
seriously m missing her..
read her reply..
=(
i teared..
you will never be replace.


I LOVE YOU, PA..
i need u like water,
like breath,
like rain..


a pic of me now,
rebonded hair,
all thnx to ayang cos she paid fer it
&
yes i noe,
m gttn chubbier..
bleargh!


aira



perhaps i was running away frm reality,
i chuz to believe that the impossible is possible,
believing those sweet words from my dear ones..
i wish i never had anyone in my lyf..
cuz each tym dey did a minor mistake,
it hurts deeply..
i wish i didnt held onto their werds,
cuz wen dey broke it,
or did nt fulfill it,
it cuts me..

memories,
i hold them dearly to my hart,
cuz wadever i share with u guys,
it can never hppn again,
not anymore..

nothing last forever..
be it bloodties,
frenship,
relationships..
its all a temporary kinda thng..
cuz at the end of the road,
u only have yerslf..

gal,
wadever ive shared with u was the most beautiful one ive ever had..
i just realize tat thngs cud never b the same btwn us..
ders lyk tix huge wall btwn us..
tix mrng,
i drmt tt i left u,
i left wadever we shared..
perhaps,
its happening?

'03,
i knew u existed..
how muc wee loathe each othr n stuf..
'05
when thngs started btwn us..
how we got to noe each othr..
we undrstood each othr lyk to the max..
went thru thick n thin..
we were like twins..
how i used to b so protective of u wenever someone bullies u..
how muc we love espl..
thox funny mmts at espl..
thox tyms wen u had red light,
tt woman was disgusted,
but i helped u..
thox frequent visits to my house..
those secrets..
those cries..
thox fights..
evrythn, in short..
sweet-bitter memories..


i noe i can never get all that anymore..
its just memories now..
trust me,
i treasure it to the max..


tix stupid tears just wun stop rolling dwn..
lets just stop.

i lost myslf the day we fall apart.


aira

• Abstract thoughts.
• Loves reality and abstract.
• Intelligent and clever.
• Changing personality.
• Attractive.
• Sexy.
• Temperamental.
• Quiet, shy and humble.
• Honest and loyal.
• Determined to reach goals.
• Loves freedom.
• Rebellious when restricted.
• Loves aggressiveness.
• Too sensitive and easily hurt.
• Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
• Dislike unnecessary things.
• Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
• Daring and stubborn.
• Ambitious.
• Realizing dreams and hopes.
• Sharp.
• Loves entertainment and leisure.
• Romantic on the inside not outside.
• Superstitious and ludicrous.
• Spendthrift.
• Tries to learn to show emotions.

if sumbody were to ask me wad kinda prsn m i..
i wud mention all of the above..
=))
very true indeed.

im trying not to care at all abt u..
like wer r u,
have u eaten & stuff like that..
but still,
it affects me..
u r acting like we are merely strngrs..
it hurts me in a way..
u rthr give the cold treatment..
i wish i cud b as hartless s u..
i hate u but i love u.

may the cold war end sn.

i miss my besty, as alwayss.

papa,
i love u more den i did ystrdy.

aira